Hold faithfulness and sincerity as first principles
Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves
Everything has its beauty but not everyone sees it
He who will not economize will have to agonize
Be not be ashamed of mistakes and thus make them crimes
I hear and I forget, I see and I remember, I do and I understand
Ignorance is the night of the mind, but a night without the moon and stars
It does not matter how slowly you go, as long as you don't stop
Man's natures are alike, it's their habits that carry them far apart
Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in getting up every time we do
When anger rises, think of the consequences
When we see humans of a contrary character, we should turn inwards and examine ourselves
Where ever you go, go with all your heart
Forget injuries, never forget kindness
The superior human, when resting in safety, does not forget that danger may come.
When in a state of security he does not forget the possibility of ruin.
When all is orderly, he does not forget that disorder may come.
Thus his person is not endangered, and his states and all their clans are preserved.
Perhaps the most valuable result of all education is the ability to make yourself do the thing you have to do, when it ought to be done, whether you like it or not; it's the first lesson that ought to be learned; and however early a human training begins, it is probably the last lesson that he/she learns thoroughly.
And still I cant let you be Most nights I hardly sleep Don't take what you don't need from me It's just a drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore...
You lie day in day out, why can't you just say it out loud? I know what you're thinking anyways...
Father into your hands, I commit my spirit, father into your hands, why have you forsaken me? Trust in my, self-righteous suicide, I cry, when angels deserve to die...
Out of my life, Out of my mind Out of the tears that we cant deny We need to swallow all our pride And leave this mess behind Out of my head, Out of my bed Out of the dreams we had, theyre bad Tell them its me who made you sad Tell them the fairytale gone bad Another night and I bleed They all make mistakes and so did we But we did something we can never turn back right Find a new one to fool Leave and dont look back. I wont follow We have nothing left. Its the end of our time
Ohana, means family, means no one gets left behind, or forgotten... You forgot. Me. I could always come home, you said, You lied. I can never go home again. You're alive. Happy. Forgotten all about me, what we've shared. Can't see what I'm going through for you. To keep MY family safe. I can't emphasise enough that I'm still waiting. Waiting for it all to turn around. It wouldn't last, they said. First relationships never last. And yet. It does. Far faster than I could've imagined. You're on your way to marriage, children, maybe even planned it all. And still no sign of you. No words to tell me to buzz off. Not even that. I'm entering hell, all over again. Biking, swimming... I hate it. Can't say that it hurts, doctor's orders not to bike, fucking stomach when I swim... Because then I'm full of shit. At least that's what I keep hearing. Because
I can't do it, I make excuses? I don't, it's true, and just because it
bothers you, and you say I can't talk about it, and I've got to stop
being a whoos, won't make it go away. I suffer. Every day you make me suffer. It hurts so bad. Physically, mentally, I'm tired. So darned tired. Can't even breath without feeling agitated. Every moment that I'm awake. Can't even find peace at work. I used to be able to work it off. Not think about it when I'm at my desk. That time is gone. Long time gone. I feel it when talking to others, I feel it when making a phonecall, every fucking second of every single day. I feel like screaming, and I can't, I feel like running, and I'm stuck. I really really need to go. I can't do this anymore. I'm supposed to be gratefull because you try to help me. And you don't everything you do hurts me even more, how can you be so stupid? And
nevertheless, I do what I'm supposed to, whenever you feel like you've
done something for me, I thank you on hands and knees. Even though it
didn't help at all. It's my fault, I know, being too difficult. I hate beeing alive. Every second takes so much energy out of me. I want to sleep, and never wake up. I don't want an afterlife, I don't want things to go better, I'm too tired, I just want to go. Unconscious, for the rest of my existence. Gone. I'm forgotten anyways. I'm nothing, to no one, and forgotten to you. Father, Why have you forsaken me?
