You see it everywhere. 'like if you love your bff' & all that shit
And I just sit here. Without one..
Yes, I have a few good friends, but not a best friend. Everyone has someone else. What's wrong with me?
I'm so unhappy.
I don't have a best friend, no boyfriend, my crush loves someone else, I'm fat,..
So many things are going wrong. Way more than the things that are going right. I cut a lot. To get away from the pain. Sometimes it helps, but at phisical education, I'm scared they'll see it..
Had a huge fight today. My 'friend' said I bullied her. I've been bullied so bad so she hurted me so fuckin' much.. I feel horrible. I'm scared to say something now, 'cause all I do is hurt people & I don't want that. It's just, what's wrong with me? And my friends said the same thing as me & it's all my fault.
Dreamed about H. yesterday.. Does this mean I like him? Is this a good or a bad thing? Well, I like him... But like like? I don't know.. He's perfect. Sweet, cute, he hugs me, I can talk to him, he's pretty, he makes me feel special,.. But I think he does that with every girl.
Now someone told me he loves S.
She's a bitch. not only because he loves her, she just is.
