The higher my hopes, the farther I fall My hopes have gotten me nothing att all. The bigger they are, the harder they fall I can no longer feel nothing at all The more I try for love, the more I die alone So I guess I always be on my own doomed to walk the eart as only half a soul never to feel whole and always feel cold My hopes and dreams is all that has ever mattered but I guess they will now and forever remain shattered. All my screams have been in vain So I guess I will remain in pain I can feel myself be drained out here in the cold rain. Darkness consumes my every fiber and takes from me all that I desire. If you think this is sad, well this is only the beginning It will take the rest of my fucked up life to show you how I am feeling How far does it go, you may wonder I just know that one day soon, I am going under
Death should not be feared It should be celebrated and cheered For it is the end of a terrible mistake Wich is the life that I can so easily take This world is done, this world is finished And hope for any survival has been disminished But you should not be mad, nor should you be sas You should be happy and exceptionally glad For as I said life is a mistake One that I can end definitly will take
The seats are empty There is no one left to
entertain The lights come up gently And I slowly fade away
The
script from which I have read Sits unused on a tattered chair I begin to
forget the words But it's not as though anyone cared
And the wasted
time I squandered Seems so precious now that it's gone And the nameless
streets of love I wandered Are the base I rest my future upon
And
the last look around here Brings to mind only painful memories So i'll
shed one last tear Before it's time for me to leave
So remember all I
tried to give you Goodbye to my friends, goodbye to those who cared Now
it's left for me, to do what I have to do We will always be bound by the pain
we shared
Someday remember me, and please just try to smile All I've
ever wanted is to make someone happy for a little while And if nothing else
can satisfy, then you can try to look my way But I think it's time for me to
move on, and that's all I have left to say.
For my Godmother/ Aunt, Who I Loved and Miss so much
We saw you getting tired, When a cure was not to be. I don't believe in God, but still he whispered, "come to me." You didn't deserve what you went through, So I hope you finally found rest I hope God's garden are beautiful, Caus' you only deserve the best And if tears could make a staircase, heartaches make a lane, I'd walk the path to heaven And bring you home again. But when I saw you sleeping, So peaceful and free from pain I could not wish you back to us To suffer it all again your memory resides inside my heart, and lights up my darkest day And that is the only thing That even God can't take away In life I loved you dearly, in death I do the same The only thing I don't understand Is way he called your name...
