Hi Tonight I had a dream, it was about a boy, who I was/am in love with..We had a thing for a short period but he confessed after a while, he has still got feelings for his ex-girlfriend. We did a lot of things together, we were like a couple but unofficially. Until he began to act strange. I had to ask him for a reason and the reason was the ex-girlfriend. Im someone for who it's hard to get over people and this is about 1-2 months ago, so I can still say I'm not over him. But now about the dream. I dreamt that we were at a party; me, him, some friends and his ex-girlfriend, we were one group. In the dream I went to the bathroom and when I got back they were making out. It seems silly I write about this but it's not actually about the dream I want to write, it's more about my feelings when I woke up. I was devastated. I know it's just a dream but still it ruined my day. I would like to know why I get so messed up over a silly dream.. If you recognize my situation or the things about getting messed up over a dream, please comment.
Truly yours, Stella
"I'll do my dreaming with my eyes wide open, and I'll do my looking back with my eyes closed."
Hi, I'm Stella. You don't need to know more about who I am, for now. The reason I start this blog is because I think my life is rather difficult, and i can talk about the difficulties to people but I can't express my feelings around them. I believe this will be easier if I can do it in anonymity. Maybe some of you will think my blog is childish or have other negative comments, please don't hold them in and just comment on my blogs. So to sum it up, my blog will be like a journal, I will talk about things that keep me thinking. I also don't mind if you want to give some advice, I'm open to every comment.
So that's the first blog, just to introduce myself.
"Be yourself. Above all, let who your are, what you are, what you believe, shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish" - John Jakes
