I had to wake up at 10 in the morning. I had to go to a fashionshow to help with the make-up and hair. Our teacher told us that we were getting money for the work but we didn't, first thing that wasn't going well. We started to do the models their make up and there was just a really annoying infriendly woman that tought she was the best and tought that she could say wath we had to do and how bad we were doing it but honestly , her make up skills were just under zero. I mean really? blue blush , seriously? And the models with red lips just looked like clowns. After we did all the make up we were able to watch the show. After that we went back to the staion were my grandma was pikking me up. I had to do a lot of homework but i was so tired that i had to lay down and just watch a bit tv , just chill a little. I started with my homework but it was so many and so difficult that my mom said you can stay home tomorrow and than we can make it together than we have al the time because it was very late at that moment.I have just one thing to say about that: Mom, i love you.
16-09-2012 om 23:33
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
party hardy
I had a exhausted day today. I had to clean the bathroom and needed to get ready for Luna Festa. At Luna Festa i was first with my sister and her boyfriend after that i was with Amber and we were just hanging around and than i saw Kevin and Micha they pulled me with them so i hanged around with them and danced on hardstyle and laughed with them. Also Michas ex was there so i had to catch an eye on them. Lukely he didn't do anything wrong but Bente was overreacting. I went to the dupstep stage to chear her up and we stayed there.It was cold and boring and i wasn't in a good mood because William was there to but i didn't saw him.When it was almost time to leave i went to Amber. She was drunk , but i don't think the real drunk i think she was acting a little. And also Micha told me that he readed my blog. I hope for him that he shuts his mouth because i'm not gonna let him go away with that!
16-09-2012 om 02:20
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
14-09-2012
i love mommy
Omg , i'm really freaking out right now. I thinks my sister saw my blog and told her boyfriend about it. Her boyfriend nows Tim , i don't wanna start a fight or rumors. Because i don't love Tim! He is a friend that's it , ofcourse i like him but not like that! William was tagged in a picture with a girl sitting on his legs , like what? You don't wanna give me a goodbye hug and touch me but some random girl can go sit in you? And also i'm not gonna see him this weekend , he is on a party right now and maybe is that random girl there. But also something good happened i had fun in Leuven with Andrea , Tanne and Phillip. I'm at my dads plays now i don't like it here. I wanne go to my mom !
14-09-2012 om 23:12
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
13-09-2012
same old story
Sorry that i didn't post anything yesterday but i actually forgot it. Don't know what's wrong with me but i'm always tired, after school i sleep 2 hours and when it's 11.30 i go to bed and when it's 12 o'clock i fell asleep and the next morning i'm still tired. Maybe i'm just lazy idk. Yesterday was i day like usually , i laught at school had fun and at home i did homework , it are the first 2 weeks of school and they are overlating us with a bunch of tests. I also had a talk with my mom , Jill and Tim came to eat ice cream but i didn't saw them. My mom came to me and said the same thing as me and Karolien,Tim lies below the silt , they aren't a good couple they aren't made for eachother and the relationship is not gonna last longer. Just like me and Karolien tought about the situation. I told her the story from when they stayed for a sleepover and my mom was shocked , she said you never slap someone in the face even if they cal you a stupid bitch , poor Tim. After a while she said is Tim maybe something for you , you to would be a better couple. I was so shocked that she said that but also happy , i just answered it with no and made a weird face with it. I don't wanne tell anything to anybody because it would make problems and i don't want that. I'm at my grandmother's house right now because i have to , and i don't like it at all, if my brother was here it would be cooler but he is with his mom she is a whore just saying.
13-09-2012 om 20:56
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
11-09-2012
freaking karma
I don't know what to do.Everything is just not going like i want it to go. I don't know what i feel , what i want , what i wanna do and what i wanne reach. I tought being a teenager was fun, going to parties, drink , have fun with friends, do everything you want. But it is not like that , at all. It is painfull , people don't care about you the disrespect you and things like that. And offcourse you fall in love for the first time and your hart is gonna be broken but then you are closer to your true love. Speaking of love , i would kill someone to see William , i just miss him and the fact that Amber sees him everyday is not making it better. After school i saw Tim he said hye and i said hello and smiled , it is weard to explain what i feel i like him but it is not that i have butterflies in my belly , but when school is out i always hope that i see him. I don't feel butterflies with William eather but i do like him and maybe i get butterflies when i know him better , or maybe when i know Tim better. I tought it was just lie o i like him for 2 days or something but it is not , i keep thinking about them , about them both. That's the weard thing. Tim has a girlfriend and William thinks i'm to young and i moving to America next year , ofcourse this happens to me. Like always , hye karma what did i do wrong ?
11-09-2012 om 22:10
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
society sucks
I can' sleep , i keep thinking about everything. How much i miss William , i wanna see him so badly. How i like Tim , i'm not really sure if i like him like a friend or more but i don't wanna like him like more. And how badly i wanna go back to Turkey , to Hasari and Seyyar. How annoying Karolien is and how she thinks that she is perfect. About my future , and looks and weight. Just everything , it's so hard being a teenager.Everything is so difficult , everyone is judging you before they know you. People are hating people for no reason ,people think that they have it so bad while children are dying in Africa and living without parents. Life is hard for everyone , but why giving up while you have so much to reach? Why stop dreaming when it is the best thing that is on your mind? Why hiding yourself while the whole world would like to know you? All questions without any answer , and why? BECAUSE SOCIETY SUCKS !
11-09-2012 om 00:24
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
10-09-2012
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don't judge someone before you know them.
10-09-2012 om 19:20
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
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words can hurt , so think twice before you say something.
10-09-2012 om 19:19
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
school is cool
Today was school again , and to be honest i'm starting to like school. I just love my class ! Me Tanne,Andrea and Milla sneeked out of school when it was lunchtime and we eated some fries and went back. I'm a little sick so i look like shit . After school i saw Tim and Jill and when Tim saw me a smile came on his face and on mine to but i wasn't only laughing to him but at the little kid that walked with them so i don't know if he was laughing about that to or if he was just happy to see me. Sometimes is just think tings that aren't true or i don't dair to say to someone that i like him because i'm affraid of the answer. I had homework to today , not fun. I felt really bad this morning. Amber said that her boyfriend said that i look skinnier in real than on picture that wasn't bad but then she said that he tought i was fat. I was like why the fuck are you telling me this? Good start of a day right. I was hurted and angry and than Karolien started to say stupid things like it was his pc you aren't fat it was his pc. But it was on a tone like i'm skinnier than you and i'm perfect and you are fat .I was so angry at that moment that i just started to scream to her , i said you don't know anything about it you aren't fat you are skinny as fuck so stop talking shit because you can't talk about it because you don't understand ! I don't think she accpected that. Maybe i was overreacting but they just don't know how it is to be judged on weight and face , and be reminded of it everyday , every single day my mom says i have to lose weight. I'm trying , i'm really trying but it is really really really hard. I see people everyday that can eat what they want without getting bigger. It is just hard , i hate it.
10-09-2012 om 19:17
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
some girl in the universe
