10-09-2012 om 19:20
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
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words can hurt , so think twice before you say something.
10-09-2012 om 19:19
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
school is cool
Today was school again , and to be honest i'm starting to like school. I just love my class ! Me Tanne,Andrea and Milla sneeked out of school when it was lunchtime and we eated some fries and went back. I'm a little sick so i look like shit . After school i saw Tim and Jill and when Tim saw me a smile came on his face and on mine to but i wasn't only laughing to him but at the little kid that walked with them so i don't know if he was laughing about that to or if he was just happy to see me. Sometimes is just think tings that aren't true or i don't dair to say to someone that i like him because i'm affraid of the answer. I had homework to today , not fun. I felt really bad this morning. Amber said that her boyfriend said that i look skinnier in real than on picture that wasn't bad but then she said that he tought i was fat. I was like why the fuck are you telling me this? Good start of a day right. I was hurted and angry and than Karolien started to say stupid things like it was his pc you aren't fat it was his pc. But it was on a tone like i'm skinnier than you and i'm perfect and you are fat .I was so angry at that moment that i just started to scream to her , i said you don't know anything about it you aren't fat you are skinny as fuck so stop talking shit because you can't talk about it because you don't understand ! I don't think she accpected that. Maybe i was overreacting but they just don't know how it is to be judged on weight and face , and be reminded of it everyday , every single day my mom says i have to lose weight. I'm trying , i'm really trying but it is really really really hard. I see people everyday that can eat what they want without getting bigger. It is just hard , i hate it.
10-09-2012 om 19:17
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
09-09-2012
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people change,memories not.
09-09-2012 om 19:40
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
funny fact
To be honest , i just love the serie awkward !
09-09-2012 om 19:30
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
busy weekend
First of all , sorry that i didn't write earlier this weekend but i had so mutch to do and so much in my head , let's start with friday. So thursday Andrea was sick but friday Tanne wasn't at school but good news , our class is changed so we sit all together now. Now we don't have to do the feets of the nerds because there just ugh. After school i was going to Aarschot with Amber and Karolien. First we have to wait for the bus that stan needed to take . Stan is Ambers boyfriend that i met wednesday when we where going to Leuven. When Stan took his buss we were ready to leave , i didn't saw William , he goes to Amber school. After shopping we missed our buss , like always. In the evening Jill and Tim were here to watch a movie and Jonas and Kevin also. We watched the movie and he was pretty scary. Jill felt asleep but i don't think she was sleeping. Tim is actually realy cool , i like talking to him and he is funny to when he talks to me i understand so good what he means we can talk about everything and we understand eachother. When we were watching the movie he layed on my arm the whole time. I kinda like him not like like but i like hanging around with him. That feeling started just that day.Jill and Tim and Karolien stayed for a sleepover and Jonas and Kevin went home. In the morning me and Karolien waked up because Jill and Tim were fiting. Jill was overreacting for nothing she said to Tim you are playing with my friends , you're cheating in me you never changed and that kind of things. We are just good friends you know? Jill also hit him in the face and Tim called her stupid bitch and Jill said say sorry or we are done and Tim said then we are done. Jill went downstairs to get a sigarte after an half hour she came back and she did like nothing was wrong? They were kissing and hugging. I was really confused and so was Karolien. We went to Aarschot with them and also Jonas and Kevin. And the fight begun again. Tim wanted a new phone but it was expensive and Jill didn't agry with it , but it's Tims choice. She was overreacting again and went outside so i helped Tim to choose a phone. After that we were just hanging around and stuff. Than we went back home and went to a stuff market. After that we went back home but we stoped at the football plaine and ranned under the water sprayers Jill and Tim didn't do it but i knew Tim wanted to he said that to me earlier so i asked why he wasn't coming with us. he had te stay by the stuff wen Jill wented to my house and let Tim alone , she was just so annoying , like really calm the fuck down! After playing we went home and waited for our food after eating Jill and Tim went home and we'd go outside with Jonas and Kevin. After we saw a movie they did go home and me and Karolien upstairs and did go sleep. To be honnest i don't think Tim loves Jill because if he does why didn't he give a fuck when she said they were done and why did he broke up 2 weeks ago , i just don't understand it.
09-09-2012 om 18:07
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
06-09-2012
what's wrong with me ?
I just feel so , bleih. You know what i mean? I feel like everyone is acanced me. That noboby likes me. Probably just some teen thing idk.
06-09-2012 om 21:51
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
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if it's meant to be , it will be.
06-09-2012 om 17:57
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
update check
I'm gonna upload my diary from Turkey this week . I don't know when but it's coming !
06-09-2012 om 17:55
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
just , exhausted
It was a long day at school. Andrea wasn't at school because she was stuck with her feet in the door of a bus typical her. We bought our books and stuff that we needed and that was al soooo havy. Femke felt because it was to havy , haha that was actually realy funny. We asked to chance our classes so we can al sit in the same class and probably we will. This year is not gonna be so bad as i tought. Let's rock it ! Btw Amber is seeing William in school everyday, omg so jelous. Or did i already tell that?
06-09-2012 om 17:53
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
05-09-2012
not in the mood
Nothing special happened today , just a normal boring schoolday. I went to Leuven with Amber that's the only thing that happened. I'm actually not really in the mood to write something.
05-09-2012 om 20:38
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
04-09-2012
over time
It is really getting on my nerves now. My mom said 3 months ago that her boyfriend was going to leave and go live in his own house because their relationship was over. We are now 3 months later and he is still here. I hate him! He always laugh at me because of my weight and i have to say it but i'm not that fat. Okay a have those fatforms but that's it? I'm not overweighted or something. He just hates me and he likes to make fun of me. Ugh i just can't stand him, time to leave bro!
04-09-2012 om 23:30
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laughing out loud !
Second day of school in one word : awesome ! I never laught so hard in my life. Like seriously. Andrea felt down like a 100 times and it was just really funny how she felt down. I had fun in class to with Tanne and Andrea. I need it because i miss Turkey i mean the people from there and i think alot about William , i don't know what to do. Maybe i just should let it go, what if he doesn't think about me like that or what if another girl is in his mind while he is in mine . I thought i was getting over him but apaerently not , and my heart and mind confirmed that . But if it's meant to be , it will be. I hope that this schoolyear love is with me and that karma is gonna slap all the bitches that he forgot. I'm gonna make someting of my life not just sit on the couch and watch tv , NO! I'm gonna be succesfull and nobody is getting in my way and i'm not letting someone take me down. I allready look forward to 2013 because that year is gonna be much better than this i allready know that. In 3 months 2013 starts , i'm ready for it !
04-09-2012 om 19:26
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
03-09-2012
back to hell
Today was the first day of school , and like i said earlier i was not looking forward to it. I have to be at school at 9.20 in the morning so it wasn't that early , but the bad things already started the bus hours changed so i had to call my grandmother to bring me to school. And bringing to school by a grandmother wasn't cool at all and apearently she didn't understand that. She stopped the car right for the school , so embarissing. We have 3 new students in class , Femke that i allready knew before, Valerie that i saw once and some girl Kiara that apearently also did go to my old school. Tanne and Andrea are also in my class and i'm so happy with that. Let the new school year begin ,i'm ready for it. I actually hope i am.
03-09-2012 om 21:22
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
there goes the freedom
School is starting again , and to be honest i'm not looking forward to it. The vacation went just to fast. I still remember the first day when i said this is gonna be the best vacation ever but you allready can guess , it wasn't. To start with july , do you call that summer? everyday there was rain , i couldn't hang out with friends or go to the mall or to the beach and because of the bad weather william wasn't going to help in the ice cream shop so i didn't saw him in like 2 months and also that sucks. August was actually much better , the wear was good i was going out again i was able to go to the mall and hang out with friends , but i still hadn't seen william. I kinda missed him but i guess that feeling was not on his side . I was like obsessed with Tom Daley , the olympic diver and i still am . He is just really really good looking and very talented i have much respect for him. But i know that i'm probably never gonna meet him and also that sucks. But finally something good hapend. Two weeks before school started i'd go to Turkey with Amber , she is a really good friend of me and i'm so happy that i have her. Turkey was just in one word , awesome. The weather was good , there was a pool and we also mett alot new people. Like Maureen and Marlies from Holland and Paulien from Belgium , also Stephan from Germany and Vadim from Russia. And ofcourse the lovely animators from our hotel. Mehmet was really cool , he was very funny and also friendly. And then Orhan he was so athletic , he could do a split and jumped of things from 2m high in the pool , with a salto and he was very good looking. And last but not least, Hasari he had something special i don't know what it was but he had it he was friendly cool and ofcourse good looking. I still wish i could go back , it was the best holiday ever. I miss al those people so hard , when i left the only thing i could think about was them , just the feeling that i was never gonna see hem again , like ever maked me so sad i really didn't wanna leave but i had to. If i could go back i would deffinitly do it . But school starts tomorrow so vacation is over and it wasn't the best vacation ever but i had a great time , i look forward for the next summer but now , freedom is over.
03-09-2012 om 21:11
geschreven door somegirlintheuniverse
some girl in the universe
