I could stay lost in this moment for the rest of time (ll)
24-02-2008
Who I am
My name is Steffi ^^.
Haven't you heard that i'm the new cancer? I've never looked better & I know you want me ..I'm 17 years old & You know I am to young for you. I am a lazybones & I talk to much. Everyone hates the way I scream & shout. I always want to be in the spotlight. I'm a sick pshycho! I kill you if you want to hurt me or my friends. I am obsessed with Jamie cullum & Jack Sparrow, Owyeah, that pirate is hot you know , .! Music was my first love & it will be my last. Music of the future & & music of the past. But I love one boy. Just one! Is that wrong? ^^ Maybe he took my hand without a feeling but I want him to know, it feld good to me. & With my one last gasping breath I'll apoligize for bleeding on his shirt. I'm so jealous & I can't stand myself for lieing on the gras & just watch the rain fall on my face. I cry over what once was. And I ain't stop crying. Since you kissed her. I'm sick & tired. ! & plz_ don't break my plastic heart.The ones that I love, are in that heart forever. The people who hate me doesn't understand me, & they never will be. They think i'm allergic to love___& maybe they are right. And I know that they don't know me (but maybe that's the best). I'm fat & ugly so you probably will say that i'm a bitch. But maybe you should fuck a barbie & leave me alone. ! You allways think the pretty girls are the best but that's just a big fat lie ,, saddly for us we fall for guys who give us pretty lies & false hope. Maybe I should just kill myself. But some people would miss me. & I dont wanne make you laugh. ! I just wanne be myself & you better get use to that.