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Little Mermaids like me are supposed to swim in the waves of the sea.
The sad thing is that it seems like freedom.
It isn't... cause I just have to do what Neptune told me to do.
I just can't and don't wanna disappoint him, so I just nods.
I'm not afraid of Neptune. Someday I know there will be a moment where I can stand on my 2 legs and walk away.
It will be the moment where I can forgive him and thank him for all the years he wasn't always there for me.
Especially on the times I need him the most.
But that isn't today... my time is his and it's better to do what he asks me.
The sad thing is that wathever I will do, it will never be perfect or good enough for him.
He will always push me in the face and let me know i'm not good.
It makes me even more love the thoughts that someday it will be okay... it will be over and I will be free.
First I thought there was a solution. I talked to the witch of the sea. She would give me 2 strong legs in return for my services.
She lied. She conspires with Neptune. Pierces me every day into the ground and she don't give me a chance to breathe or a chance to succeed.
I look forward to the day when I find the strength to swim upwards. The day I leave the sea... but the big question is: 'Will I be able to breath again?'.
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