Legends are a way of understanding things greater than ourselves.
02-10-2013
Jillian
Jillian, You know i'm not good with all that mushy stuff, but i tought i'd give it a go. It might surprise you that I am writing to you; but you know, sometimes where there is too much to say, a man prefers writing to all else. Jillian, loving you is easy, not holding you is the hardest. You are my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together. Ever since you came into my life, there has been nothing but sunshine. You are without a doubt one of the most extraordinary people i've ever met, you make me feel like i can do anything, accomplish anything. Every day i spend with you is the best day of my life. Nothing in this whole wide world could make my days being with you any better. Staring into your eyes gives me this warm feeling that words cant even explain. I remember the first time I met you, it was one of the best moments of my life. the time we spent together was so enchanting that each moment without you is like torture. There was something else about you, though you were not a very social person, yet you seemed to tell me everything about you, your home, family, your feelings and work. I was your emotional support and seemed to occupy a unique and special place in your heart. I felt extremely happy and proud to give you this support and comfort. And somewhere along the way, I opened up without even realizing so and anything that made me happy or sad, I couldn't wait to share it with you. We both knew it when we slowly developed this deep and intellectual love. It was so enchanting and it completely pulled us into this whirling center. I am immensely satisfied that I love a girl who makes me lose myself in her. It gives me a great pride to show the world how madly I am in love with you. I'm madly in love with a girl who completely merges herself with me. I love the way she sparkles at my achievements, and the sheer delight that creeps through her when she is swept of her feet. I love that most special lady in the world... Oh! I love you, Gorgeous
(Guess i don't always have to have the macho attitude huh)
I took a walk around the world To ease my troubled mind I left my body laying somewhere In the sands of time But I watched the world float To the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah
I watched the world float To the dark side of the moon After all I knew it had to be Something to do with you I really dont mind what happens now and then As long as youll be my friend at the end
If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If Im alive and well, will you be There a-holding my hand Ill keep you by my side With my superhuman might Kryptonite
You called me strong, you called me weak, But still your secrets I will keep You took for granted all the times I never let you down You stumbled in and bumped your head, If not for me then you'd be dead I picked you up and put you back On solid ground
If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If Im alive and well, Will you be there a-holding my hand Ill keep you by my side With my superhuman might Kryptonite
If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If Im alive and well, will you be there Holding my hand Ill keep you by my side With my superhuman might Kryptonite Yeah!!
If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If I'm alive and well, Will you be there a-holding my hand I'll keep you by my side With my superhuman might Kryptonite Yeah!!
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"Letter 2 My Unborn"
To my unborn child.. To my unborn child.. in case I don't make it Just remember daddy loves you To my unborn child.. To my unborn..
Now ever since my birth, I've been cursed since I'm born to wild in case I never get to holla at my unborn child Many things learned in prison, blessed and still livin Tryin to earn every penny that I'm gettin, and reminiscin to the beginnin of my mission When I was conceived, and came to be in this position My momma was a Panther loud, single parent but she proud when she witnessed baby boy rip a crowd To school, but I dropped out, and left the house Cause my mama say I'm good for nothin, so I'm out Since I only got one life to live, God forgive me for my sins Let me make it and I'll never steal again, or deal again My only friend is my misery Wantin revenge for the agony they did to me See my life ain't promised but it'll sure get better Hope you understand my love letter, to my unborn child
I'm writing you a letter This is to my unborn child Wanna let you know I love you Love you, if you didn't know I feel this way How I, think about you every day I have so much to say
Seems so complicated to escape fate And you can never understand 'til we trade places Tell the world I feel guilty to bein anxious Ain't no way in hell, that I could ever be rapist It's hard to face this, cold world on a good day When will they let the little kids in the hood play? I got shot five times but I'm still breathin Livin proof there's a God if you need a reason Can I believe in my own fate Will I raise my kids in the right, or the wrong way? Dear mama I'm a man now I wanna make it on my own, not a handout Make way for a whirlwind prophesized I wanna go in peace.. when I gotta die On these cold streets, ain't no love, no mercy, and no friends In case you never see my face again To my unborn child
Dear Lord can you hear me, tell me what to say to my unborn seed in, case I pass away Will my child get to feel love Or are we all just cursed to be street thugs? Cause bein black hurts And even worse if you speak first Livin my life as an Outlaw, what could be worse? Cause maybe if I tried to change Who I'm kiddin? I'ma thug 'til I die, I'ma rider mayne Touch bases, eat lunch at plush places Regular criminal oasis awaits us If there's a ghetto for true thugs, I'll see you there And I'm sorry for not bein there Just know your daddy was a soldier, me against the world Bless the boys, and all my little girls To the Lord I'm eternal, restin in peace Please take care of all my seeds, to my unborn child
To my unborn child.. please take of all my kids My unborn child.. to my unborn child This letter goes out to.. to the seeds that I might not get to see cause of this lifestyle Just know that your daddy loves you, got nuttin but love for you All I wanted was for you have a better life than I did That's why I was out here on a twenty-four hour 365 grind When you get to be my age you'll understand Just know I got love for you And I'll see you up there in the ghetto heaven Cause ghetto heaven gotta be there.. haha, take care Run wild, but be smart Follow the rules of the game I know that sometimes it's confusin The rules of the game is gonna get you through it, all day everyday Watch out for these snakes and fakes, friends comin down the way..
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Until The End Of Time"
Perhaps I was addicted to the dark side Somewhere inside my childhood I missed my heart die And even though we both came from the same places The money and the fame made us all change places How could it be through the misery that came to pass The hard times make a true friend afraid to ask, for currency But you could run to me when you need me, I'll never leave I just needed someone to believe in, as you can see It's a small thing through and true What could I do? Real homies help ya get through, And coming new, he'd do the same thing if he could Cause in the hood true homies make you feel good And half the time we be acting up call the cops Bringing the cease to the peace that was on my block It never stop, when my mama ask me will I change I tell her yeah, but it's clear I'll always be the same Until the end of time
So take, these broken wings I need your hands to come and heal me once again (Until the end of time) So I can fly away, until the end of time Until the end of time Until the end of time
Please Lord forgive me for my life of sin My hard stare seem to scare all my sister's kids So you know I don't hang around the house much This all night money making got me outta touch, shit Ain't flashed a smile in a long while An unexpected birth worst of the ghetto child My attitude got me walking solo Ride out alone in my low-low Watching the whole world move in slow-mo For quiet times disappear listen to the ocean Smoking Ports think my thoughts Then it's back to coasting Who can I trust in this cold world My phony homey had a baby by my own girl But I ain't trippin I'm a player I ain't sweating him I sexed his sister, had her mo' good like a Mexican His next of kin, No remorse it was meant to happen Besides rapping the only thing I did good was scrapping Until the end of time
Now who's to say if I was right or wrong? To live my life as an outlaw all along Remain strong in this planet full of player haters They conversate but Death Row full of demonstrators And in the end drinking Hennessey made all my enemies envy me So cold when I flow eliminating easily Fall to their knees, they plead for their right to breath While beggin me to keep the peace (ha ha) Well I can see close into achieve In times of danger don't freeze time to be a g Follow my lead I supply everything you need An ounce of game and the training to make a g Remember me, as an outcast outlaw Another album out that's what I'm about, more Gettin raw till the day I see my casket Buried as a g while the whole world remembers me Until the end of time
If an angel comes down And takes me away The memories of me And my songs Will always stay Till they can find (Until The End of Time) Until the end of time Till the end of time
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16-03-2011
Angstig verkennen...
ik zweef de stille winter achterna, op zoek naar antwoorden op vragen die nog geboren moeten worden in de zwarte chaos die mijn ziel in haar greep heeft
meegeblazen door de wind volg ik het pad van een kleurentornado, de laatste herfst- stuiptrekking, symbolisch in haar afscheid van het laatste leven
het fluitende geluid, opgewekt door de lucht die noodgedwongen door mijn borstkast giert, overstemt de stille schreeuwen en mijn ogen tranen gestold verdriet
met een stille tocht hoop ik jou levend te ademen, de pijnsteek die jou velde voel ik in elke ademhaling, roestig gelijk het mes in mijn handen
het wrede lot kijkt toe, smalend, en bijt het toeval toe om mijn hart een tweede maal weg te rukken, ik wankel onder de kracht die mij voortdrijft
mijn lichaam protesteert onder mijn on- natuurlijke wil als geen twijfel mij meer bevuilt en ik de dode man zie die on- wetend doorstapt
we botsen, dood met leven in dood, een scheur doorklieft de zingende lucht, we ademen ons in, een laatse keer, en zien elkaar vergeten
