We zijn weer ns terug. Er zijn ondertussen enkele bestralingen van de tumor geweest. Heb de lap top mee dus ik laat Nell zelf even aan t woord met de belofte dat ik niets wijzig aan de tekst en hem 2 uur alleen laat.
Hello Hello I would love to tell you all that everything is going to be allright but I'm afraid that that would be a Lie. The cancer is stronger than me. Dad, please don't be mad because I'll be gone before you. Take care of mom. I love you both very much. You can give me sometimes a hard time but I know its necesary because i didn't take life serieus. But believe me, I do now!
Mom I love you. You're an example for all mothers on earth. I love your happiness and thats especially what I love so much of Els. Surround her with the love you were suppose to give to me. She's going to have a rough time. I did just perpose her and I can not make my promiss come through.
Chris, you were like a brother for me, my soulmate
Marc, thanx for helping me with my disorder what concerns my PC ;o)
Willy, I do not know a better guy than you. you're an amazing husband and an amazing dad. So patient, so brilliant, so caring and loving, so making me crazy about the extra 300 airplane... You gave me the feeling from the first instance that I was like a son for you. THANK YOU. I'm so sorry that I can not learn more from you. And I'm sorry that i hurt your daughters heart. I know she strong and she'll go on. It will take a while but she 'll met someone else who she will love as much as I love her. Please encourage her at that moment to take that step forwards so she can open her heart again for someone else.
Els I love you you soooo much. Please don't let me down, I really need your love to deal with this, I know it is very hard for you but please I need you, Now more than any other days in my life. I need your laugh, your smile, your encouragement, your energy... you. I love you with all my heart. You have to accept that I can't win this fight. Help me to deal with this. I want to say so many things and listen to you with all my heart. I hope we can get the time we need to say goodbye When I'm gone Els, Hold on for wat you believe in. You will get through this. I believe in You
Promise me Els, that you will not bring this blog out as long as I'm alive and kicking. And promis me that you will share it when I will die.
