Since my wife said that she won't go any further with me I thought I will overcome this quickly, but after 10 months i 'm still silencely weeping me a sleep every evening. I think i'm depressed. I don't understand why she left me, why she didn't tell me about her problems, why she has to seek somebody else... Hello, I am Wim or Billy , going on 43 and father of two kids Marvin and Elisa (14 and 12). I am still maried with Annett, but we live seperated since March 2009 and we try to divorce in a friendly way. After living with my parents and with a friend for 8 months, i found my own place. You will find some English grammatical failures because i live in Belgium and speaking Dutch. As I thought I was strong enough I fell in a emotional deepness. I could'nt accept that Annett just left me. She didn't give me a reliable answer why. She just stopped loving me, her feelings died...! Threeyears ago we were already seperated, that was hard for me, but different. She never gave me the feeling that she loved me in the 14 years we lived together. As I met a new friend she hated me. as hte and love are the same, we came back together and had the most beautiful time we had. We loved each other as we never loved before. When I loook back at this time I am very sad, because now i know she loved me once...That hurts!
