~dear brain, sorry for overloading you with thoughts of him. dear tummy, sorry for all the butterflies. dear pillow, sorry for all the tears. dear heart, sorry for all the damage. dear me, sorry for being head-over-heels in love with him.~
~ I wanted to tell him that Ill never be sorry for loving him. That, in a way, I still do, that maybe I always will. Ill never regret a single thing we did together cause what we had was special. Maybe if we were 5 years older it would have worked out differently. Maybe, I think, its just that Im not ready for forever ~
-ik weet dat ik je met duizenden lieve woorden niet terug zal krijgen , & als ik uren om je zou huilen zou dat alleen maar nutteloos zijn , ik weet dat , mijn hoofd weet dat , maar mijn hart kan het niet loslaten ,de vlinders in m'n buik blijven-
-As I've grown, I've learned several things. Life is full of disappointments & people you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I've learned that often those you love will love someone else & there's only one way to fall; fast & hard. I've learned that out of thousands of smiles, it takes one to touch your heart. I've found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person's eyes. I've learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye & tears often come without invitation. I've learned crying can make us stronger & there is never too much love to go around. I've learned that prejudice helps no one & that weapons don't hurt people, people hurt people. I've learned sticks & stones may leave cuts and bruises but harsh words leave scars. I've found that every time you give someone a piece of your heart, it's a piece that you will never get back. I've learned the past is meant to be put behind us & we can't dwell on regrets, for what's done is done. I've learned that trusting yourself is the first step & that forgiving is remembering that helps your own heart more then theirs. I've found that family isn't always blood & everyone is someone's hero. I've learned life is unexpected & that God can do anything. I've learned some things aren't meant to be understood & that only time heals. I've found that imagination is our greatest gift & that we are meant to dream for a reason. I've learned it is never too late to fall in love & that being "beautiful" is all on the inside. Mistakes are our best teachers & everything happens for a reason. Only then can you live life to it's full & true potential-
~Love isn't perfect, It isn't a fairytale or a storybook, and it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together. Holding on, and never letting go. Love is work. But most of all, Love is realizing that every hour, every minute, every second is worth it. Because we did it together~
