Hi everyone, I'm a girl from almost 15 years old, but life wasn't always easy for me.
When I was 12 years old there were some guys at school who started bullying me. It still goes on. No, not just the same people it just got worser. Sometimes I just don't want to go out 'cause I know this people are there too. I'm just afraid of living my life. I wish I could go out with some friends, to a party or just hanging out somewhere, but everytime I show my face people start yelling at me. They tell me that I'm a whore, ugly, stupid, a liar, that nobody likes me, that I don't have any friends and that I need to kill myself...
At the same time my sister got really depressed and she tried to kill herself. No, not once, not twice but three times, in the front of my face. I can still see my mum and dad running of the stairs, I can still hear myself yelling at my sister. I can still see my mums face when she started crying. I can still see the ambulace leaving the street with my sister in his back.
But hey, I'm fine, I'm okay, If you'll see me, I will smile, I always have that one smile on my face. It's my 'I'm not okay but I must keep moving on 'cause one day it will be fine'-smile.
Finally I've found the strength to talk about it, and sorry for my english it isn't always correct. This is my story.
26-08-2012 om 19:49
geschreven door Be_Strong.Move_On
