Already 3 weeks have passed and I am still thinking of you like it was yesterday.
I meet new people and yet, they do not keep me from thinking of you....
Why is it that I can't let you go? My brain knows how you treated me, it knows how easily you let me go.... did you ever love me truly?
My heart is still craving for you..... please set me free!!!!
It is like a spell is cast upon me... you hold me in your grip... I just want to feel love again for someone else but I know this is going to be a hard task.
I thought after the second time I could let go of you more easily.
In one way or another it is even more difficult because I know you cme back to me earlier.
Yet I know it is over for always. You don't text me, you don't write me... it seems like you never knew me.
Why do relationships have to end like this? You meant something to this person and after the relationship has stranded you make you act upon I never existed, as if I dissapeared from this globe.
Everyday I need have to keep me from texting you, to let you know that I miss you and I still care for you as a person.I know it has no use.
I texted you a few days ago and you never answered.... ignoring me as if I were nothing but air.....
Why do you do this I keep on thinking in my head.... Is it because you really don't love me anymore or is it because you are too proud to express your feeling. I guess I will never know.
You always said that we were too different.... Is it because I care too much? Because is seems that a life without you has no sense?
I don't regret that I met you but I regret to have opened my heart to
Love is wisdom and it expresses itself by means of pain. The one who loves suffers, that's inevitable but this pain is a different pain. A pain that strengthens us, a pain that eventually teaches us to love truly, opens our eyes to the world and gives meaning to life without realizing it.
