Dear diary,

OH MY F*CKING GOD!! It was really fun! I will tell you everything. 
So when I walked to his house, I was really nervous. He actually lives near 
my house, isn't that perfect? He opened the door and he was as handsome as 
always. But now he said that I also looked good. I could feel myself blushing and 
I was really ashamed of myself. But I didn't think he noticed anything of it. I think 
he's rich, he has a really big and beautiful house! His room was a mess, we would 
really be a perfect match because mine is a mess too. At first we talked a bit and I 
even think he was flirting with me. He was also making jokes of my fail this morning. 
But I'm glad that we can laugh about it now. I felt really bad when it happened... I 
made the whole task by myself while he was busy on his phone. I wonder what he was 
doing, would he be texting with his friends about me? Imagine that... But yeah when I 
was finally done, I was hoping that we could hang out a little longer but I was too shy to 
ask that. I really didn't want to leave him already. I stood up and he said that he wanted to 
go on a real date with me. Now he was the one who was blushing, the cutie! But can you 
imagine: He wants to go on a date with me! I couldn't be happier! But I kept acting cool. 
He didn't notice I was getting crazy on the inside. My heart was skipping a beat and was 
beating like crazy! He was staring at me with his beautiful blue eyes and I think I might've 
been drowning in them. I tried to say yes in a smooth way, but I was too excited! Why 
would he ask me out? I'm such a normal girl who's ugly and has no friends. While he is the 
most handsome guy of the school and also the most popular one. But I'm very happy about 
it though. I went home and my mom could read it from my face that I was really happy. 
She asked how my study date went and I just told her that he was a cool guy and that we're 
'just friends'. Hopefully we'll be a couple one day... But I wasn't going to tell her that! We 
just moved here. My brother was still in his room, I haven't seen him all day. Is he even still 
alive? He should get a girlfriend, than he will get better. But who wants a guy like him... But 
I'm not going to let my stupid brother ruin my perfect 'study date' with Zac. 

I'm going to sleep now, goodnight!

xoxo Nini