Dear diary ,

I really hate myself! Why do I always have to do such awkward things... Today was my first day at my new school and I was covered with mud. I was smelling sooo bad! I’m a very shy person but also very clumsy. In the hall I ran into the most handsome guy of the entire school!! His friends and him were laughing with me and I started to cry... I could really use a friend because I didn‘t know my way around the school and I didn’t want more stupid things like that to happen. I met a really friendly and social girl, her name is Jonalien. She looked nice at first sight and I was right. When I entered my classroom, there was only 1 seat left, in front of the room. A few minutes later that hot guy also entered the class and he went sitting next to me!!! Isn‘t that amazing? I couldn‘t help but stare at him. He‘s sooo handsome! The teacher said that we had a group assignment with the person who was sitting next to us. So I had to make the assignment with ‘Hot-guy‘! He immediately started talking to me and invited me to his house. I was daydreaming of our dream date, but it was actually just an assignment that we were going to make. But anyway, I was very excited to go! I was thinking about it all day. I was thinking what I was going to wear, because I had to look better than in my mud-clothes. At lunch, I sat at the table of Jonalien and her friends. They were also very friendly and asked me a lot of questions. But when they asked about my brother I was feeling sad... I hope that he will get better here in America. Because that‘s actually the main reason why we moved here. I was thinking of my mom. How was her first day at work going? I hope she does it well so we don‘t have to move again... The time flew by and school was already out before I knew it. I took the bus home and walked to the house. It‘s not far from the bus stop, thank God! Okay, now I‘m going to get ready for my DATE (actually not) with  ... I don’t even know his name! How stupid! But yeah, I have to go! I‘ll tell everything about it when I get back home.

xoxo Nini