Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he
Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.
--I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.
Even though we are not that close anymore, and we have gone our separate ways there will always be a place in my heart from back in the good old days when you were my best friend
He's annoying, he's hilarious, he's the world's biggest asshole, he makes me want to scream, he ruins my day and saves it at the last minute, he drives me crazy, he' s out of his mind, I hate his guts, and he's everything I want.
listen, i've never been where you are right now. never. but i know this boy, and i know how you are feeling. he broke up with you, right? after telling you he loved you and calling you stupid but grossly cute pet names like honeybun and buttercup? yeah, i know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fakely low ego. did he tell you he would teach you to skateboard? [that he had to teach so many people, but you were most important?] i bet he promised you a personalized song. did you talk about college, making plans that you would give anything to work out? did he tell you to dream about him? or maybe he'd always mention how he was lying in bed, and wished you were there. he dragged 'i love you' out of you, didn't he? you weren't ready, and he even said that he would 'drag it out of you some time'. yeah, don't deny it. he would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning. he constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock. he made you love pictures that were just sort of "bleh" before... did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? yeah, me too. all of your friends hate him now, don't they? remember how happy they were for you, and how they agreed with you on how perfect and great he was? they never warned you, no, they made you push aside your worries. stop. don't blame them. if they had warned you, we all know you would have never listened. but please, listen to this. i know you don't want to accept this, but he played you, just like he played me, and just like he played countless of other girls before either of us. i'm sorry i wasn't around to warn you, but i was still bitter. no, i never called him mine, but he promised me so much and built my hopes so high. just remember, it's okay to cry. and referring to him as 'asshole' is perfectly expected. because, trust me, you'll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up. there will be the 'one time's and the 'i remember's'. and once you think you are over hm, watch out. you better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because i promise you, the next time you see him, he'll be all over some other girl. a little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her, and for blaming her for your pain. yeah, you'll compare all guys to him, because aside from the manwhorish, heartbreaker thing, he was perfect. he was everything you had ever wanted. or maybe you made that up. maybe, the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him. i bet 'true love' ran through your mind, but no. i'm sorry, but he never loved you. listen, you will find the perfect guy for you, [just like everybody says you will], and it will be soon. okay, so i didn't believe it either, but i'm starting to. if not now, then in college, just wait. but until then, you need to get over him. i don't know how, i'm still working on it, but it's possible. it has to be. simply because of how many girls this has happened to before. [the most important thing though, is don't let him know he hurt you. don't let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat. don't give him that satisfaction. make him think you are completely happy. when he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure, but don't smile. make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him.
Its like a best friend, but more. Its the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. That someone who makes you be a better person. No, actually they dont make you a better person; you do that by yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone you carry with you forever. Its one person who knew you, accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, youll always love them and nothing could ever change that <3
I often wonder why God made me fall in love with you, was it to punish me for something that I did wrong? Cause it couldn't be that he thought you seriously did love me?
They keep saying the right person will come along, I think mine got hit by a truck.
I never know what to say to you when you ask me what's wrong. I mean, how can I tell you that you're all I want, and knowing that I can't have you tears me apart?
You absolutely destroyed me, did you know that? But you know what, I just wanna say thank you. I don't regret meeting you, but I don't wish you would magically come back into my life again because I believe God gives us someone like this for a reason. Someone who will hurt you a million times, someone who will leave you & not look back. But this person, they will make you a better person in the end. You will come out stronger than ever before and you will be happier without him than you were with him.
It all just happened so fast. One day we were us, then the next we were nothing.
I wonder of your where abouts and hope like hell you're happy where you are. I know I say that I'm just fine, but I hope you wonder from time to time.
So no matter what, or when, or who, you remember me, & I'll remember you.
I knew that I never meant a thing to you, I knew what you said to me wasn't the truth. Maybe you just wanted someone, anyone so you chose me and then once you had me, you left me all alone to pick up the pieces that you broke.
Realize what's important in your life: what you can live with, & more importantly, what you can't live without.
I've been afraid of changin' because i build my life around you.
I want to text you so bad, but I'm afraid to annoy you.
The minute you think you're going to lose something, it becomes the most important thing in your life.
Sometimes I wish you would actually try talking to me again.
But, is just a word you use when you're afraid of trying.
Truth only means something when it's hard to admit.
I just want that one boy who I could be myself around. The reason why I smile is because he put it there, and the reason why Im done looking for the one is because I would rather have him standing right in front of me.
The worst feeling in the world is to love and hate someone at the same time. Its hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. Its crazy when you wanna let go, but you keep holding on, and you wanna move on but your stuck in one place. When feelings come and go, and you cant figure out what you want. When you have too many things to say but you dont know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad but all you can do is push further and further away. Its hard to look back on how things used to be, and realize that now its different and they never be the same again. You tell yourself its not worth it, but if it didnt matter, you wouldnt spend so much time thinking about it.
I tried to doubt you and live without you Tried to deny but I love you like a do But I realize now and Ill admit it Youll always be a part of me cause happiness is you
"Do you mind if I ask you a question, sweetheart? Do you know what forever means? The next time you promise me something like that just remember that forever never ends."
At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one
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