I know you want to protect yourself for being hurt

That is maybe the answer why you keep pushing me away

I wish I could promise you i won't hurt you but I am more afraid to hurt myself

I don't want to let you down but for some reason i always succeed in it

I can't let you go unless you show me how

I just want to protect you not only for the world but for me

Like i already said a few times

I hate arguments with you

I care about you more then about me getting my right

So please lets stop with it and try again ?

I don't want to argue with you

I just can't because every time it gets serious I just want to take the blame because I want to end it

We both can be stubborn but i can't be it around you, you just make me weak and i don't know exactly why but possibly because i really care about you and our connection

"Missing someone who doesn't miss you,

Makes you feel like a complete idiot"

When you are ready to fall asleep there has to be a smile on your face otherwise you can't dream about tomorrow and the future and you are just stuck in the past and that would be a waste of time

So keep smiling even in bed

Sweat dreams

When the darkness falls at night i feel alone but then i got your messages and my whole life lights up and there is no darkness anymore

That is the only reason i don't fall a sleep crying and thinking about her but smiling and thinking about you and happier times

Just before i go to sleep i think about everything that has happened that day and about people that i care about, people that i miss or people i don't want to miss

So you are mostly i my thoughts

Every girl deserves to be treated like a princess

That is what purpose every man should have in his life

Maybe not because she deserves it but just because you love her

The sunlight in the morning is a beautiful thing when you see it you know there is a new day with new changes to make something right or just to try not to mess up something

That is why i can say

Good morning

You can call the night scary maybe just because of its darkness or because of the people that are on the street then

For me it is because of the memories that come up just before i go to sleep, not because it are bad memories, but because i know they will never take place again with her

When i lost her as a best friend it has hurt me so much

But now i am afraid that i get used to the pain

And that doesn't mean i care less about you

I need your love

I need your time

I need your attention

I need you

I thought that had had my part of all the losing and caring stuff but apparently not

I care about you and that's why i don't want to lose you

I've once told you that if you want something you're already on the right way

I want this now you 

You know that i will always be there for you

But now i am giving you some time and space

Just give me a sign or say something and i'll be there

You are and will always be a mystery for me

I have tried to solve it but i can't get passed you

You know i will always be there for you even that i know you it isn't the same for you

When i lost her I had never thought that i would trust somebody so much, that i would need somebody that much

And that is why i can't believe that i found you

Just like you i don't trust people easy but when i do it is for real and for ever unless they decide different...

I wish none of this all had happened

That i hadn't be so stupid to doubt you

I had it all and i risked it all

It had just one positive size i know realize that i need somebody i can trust and love

Someone like you