FAKE FACES LOOKING. BLACK SHADOWS BEHIND. BLEU EYES AROUND ME. WITH RED LIPS PASSING BY.
ALL FAKE BARBIES. WANT TO LET ME DIE.
PEAPLE SMOKE.
PEAPLE DIE.
PEAPLE SEE.
&&PEAPLE LIE.
AND THEY DON'T GIV' A SH*T ABOUT ANYONE ELS.
WE ARE ALL LOSERS.
WE ARE ALL JUNKIES.
WE ARE ALL SLUTS.
WE ARE ALL MONKEYS.
AND STILL WE THINK WE'R GONNA BE OKAY
WAKE UP PEAPLE. AND COME BACK TO THE WORLD.
NO ONE HEARS YOU SCREAM. NO ONE HEARS YOU CRY. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS YOU DEEP INSIDE
KEEP UP THE SHOW. UNTILL THE LIGHTS ARE OUT. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. AND BE PROUD.
DON'T BLAME THE WORLD. YOU MADE YOUR OWN CHOSES. "FOLOW YOUR HEART". IS WHAT THEY SAY IN MOVIES.
BUT LOOK AT THE STARS IN PAPERS . THERE ALL JUNKIES AND DRUNK.
THE WORST PART OF YOUR " BOOHOO,I'VE GOT A BAD LIFE.." IS THAT YOU WANT ALL OF THAT.
YOU'E JUST AFRAID.
LITTLE GIRL.
AFRAID TO BE YOURSELF.
I'VE GOT NEWS.
N.O.B.O.D.Y. C.A.R.E.S. A.N.Y.M.O.R.E.
TEAR DOWN THE MOUTAINS. YELL, SCREAM AND SHOUT. YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANT, I'M NOT WALKING OUT. STOP ALL THE RIVERS. PUSH, STRIKE AND KILL. i'M NOT LEAVING. I'LL STAY,YEAH,I WILL.
Every time you hold the gun between my eyes. Every time you told me my life was a lie. Every time you took my mask of, like you knew who I was. But you don't .
Every time you hold me with bear in the other hand. Every time I tried to understand .But I don't. Every time you sleep with a gun. And I hear shot's. I hear a shot.
I will remember. every night you where out the door, looking for more. But please, don't think I would ever go this far. I don't want to hold on anymore. I felt so alone for a while, and I . I will remember. Every day you tried to be special, But you never where there. I always kept looking through the door,to see if you where there. I never felt more dissapointed.noo. ooh. I will remember.
Every night I taked those pills. Are drugs .
Every time I told you I was sick, but you couden't handle that. Just like, everytime you told me you where sad. But I didn't believed that. Every time I tried to forgive you, But then I see. I NEVER could forgive you daddy dear. Every time you took my arms, and I always started to cry. You never, never saw why. ooh.
I will remember. every night you where out the door, looking for more. But please, don't think I would ever go this far. I don't want to hold on anymore. I felt so alone for a while, and I . I will remember. Every day you tried to be special, But you never where there. I always kept looking through the door,to see if you where there. I never felt more dissapointed.noo. ooh. I will remember.
I've thought and I think that I have found a way. I'm gonna close the doors to my drama history. And open the window, i want to sleep. And I sleep. On the floor. On the street.
I will remember. All your words that where going through my mind when I'd go to sleep. I will remeber. All the bruises that you made. I hate. I will remember. You.
These Fake smile I can't hold anymore. This fake Me Is no more..
I'm sorry I hurt you,I'm sorry for MY mistake But don't leave me here. Don't forget me. I know I wasn't there. I know I didn't cared,but I know that I can fight for this life. My feelings are DEAD. Just like my MIND. But bring me back to Life.
These bones are making me feel good. And I know I'm still not good enough. For myself. But deep in my heart I feel. Still the same. And deep inside I know I'm the same.
I'm not strong enough to see. I'm not strong enough to feel. that I have to change. && Later I'll be strong enough to forgive. Everyone who was in my way. To make me okay.
These fingerflood is giving me a thrill. And still I know it's not working.Anymore. But deep inside I hope. I'll stop putting knifes to my arms. and I'll stop telling lies to myself.
I'm not strong enough to see. I'm not strong enough to feel. that I have to change. && Later I'll be strong enough to forgive. Everyone who was in my way. To make me okay.
These pieces mirror on the floor. I see a broken girl. and I see blood. And It.Makes.Me.Feel.Good
It.Makes.Me.Feel. so .Good
I'm still making myself the favourite character of my Favourite show. I'm still making myself cry when ther is no one looking at me. I still lie to myself. But It.Makes.Me.Feel.Good.
Fake faces everywhere I see. But actually. I'm fake too.
I'm jealous of religious peaple because I wish I could belive like them'
Cold. Shiny. Hard. PERFECT. PLastic.
I feel alone. You won't talk to me and I don't know what I have done. Give me one word.
Mirror,Mirror,open the way to my wonderland far away Mirror,Mirror,go and hide before someone see's your way
My wonderland is MY place so don't come [!!]
cause there are,
Rivers full of blood. Flowers full of drugs. Rooms full of sigarettes. And papes full of suicide notes.
Butterflies made out Love. sky full of Black stars. Ways made out of sharp stones And walls made of Hate.
My wonderland is not exactly perfect. But it's my place to hide. So go back to your "perfect" friends and tell them another false story. But don't forget,I will always be more real then you'll ever be.
He was crippled. But only his body was cracked. It's not simple. Nor is it an easy matter to explain. "Let's just leave it at that," she says. And closes the holy book of lies. She covers her eyes. Denying to herself, What she thought happened...
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Papers full of notes.
Just little songs that I just wrote.
All those stupid words.
I don't know anymore.
You left me here alone .
You left me here in the cold.
With you I felt safe.
With you I dind't want to Die.
Why did you had to die .?
I AM blood.
Razors all over the floor.
Give me my sigarettes.
&& Give me my bag full of drugs and then go.
WITHOUT YOU I CAN'T LIVE ANYMORE.
Why you had do fly .? 
Spread your wings and go.
Leave me here in this place zo alone.
I've got nowhere to go but I want to run.
