When I grew older I started to create an own view on the world.

 I was always ( and still ) curious  how the world looked when I expierence it by myself and

not only from beautiful pictures on the internet.

I'm obsessed with beautiful pictures, I collect pictures on the website Tumblr,

and to be honestly, it's like a drug. Every day I need a new portion of new pictures.

Not only of places in the South ( I really want to go there ), but especially of people. I love to watch pictures of people.

Mostly of womans, models. Every day I got new inspiration how I can use it in my style and how I can find my own.

Since I was a kid of 13 I think, I wanted to be a model. I wanted to walk in special clothes and special make-up on the runway.

I also wanted beautiful pictures of myself.

And still, I want to be a model. But I guess i'm to little for it.

When I turn 18 or when I'll move out the house, I'm going to give it a try.

But still I doubt of I'll stay here ,in Belguim, or I'll move to Spain or even New York. 

That desicion is hard to make, because, I have my whole family here but on the other hand,It's my life and if I want to go there, 

I'll go there. But then I'm afraid that people will say, i'm selfish..

Anyway, i'm 17 years old now, so I have still time to think about it.

First I need to reach the importantst goal in life, my diploma.

After that, the world stands open, I can go where the doors stands open for me,

So i'm just going to see what the futur brings me. 

Meanwhile, I wil keep dreaming and looking at pictures for new ideas.