We're three days from our birthday, we're turning 32 this year. In our imagination we were to commit suicide before we turned 30. We did, we failed and hence, we're two years past our due date.
Do you remember the smile on our mother's face when we told her we wanted to become a princess?
Do you remember our dreams? However inconsistent, however impossible to achieve all dreams at the same time, they were there.
We craved the normal life, we craved for success and fame, we wanted to make fortunes, and we wanted to be taken care of by a millionaire.
We wanted to be pretty, we wanted to be agile and strong, we wanted to be feminine, we wanted to be boys. We wanted to be everything, everything that seemed fun and enjoyable. Caring, loving, loved by the world, famous, worshipped, adored, and above all, not alone. We wanted the world to see how perfect we could be.
We're nothing of that sorts. We're lonely, disappointed in life and lost hope and direction. We're ugly, stupid, old and disgusting.
Our world is collapsing in on itself.
That's why, we need to talk.
We need to decide this time.
Once and for all.
Do we run away and leave it all behind
or do we fight, change our world and learn to live together?
As long is we keep blaming each other, we're never going to get out of this.