De grootste verandering zijn de paarden. Die spelen een heel erg grote rol nu. We kunnen niet zonder! Ruby rijd intussen een jaar en half en rijd nu Quimby, haar pony , klassemadammeke hoor! En ik rij intussen ook een jaartje, ondanks mijn 3 jaar geleden nog grote angst van paarden!  de paardjes geven een vorm va therapie, iets om voor de te gaan , vooral voor Ruby, het is haar passie. Haar leven. dus nu en dan zullen julli er iets vna horen , een foto zien van ons rijden, of knuffelen, zelfs in de moeilijk tijden , ze zijn er, met al hun gevoel, koppigheid, liefde en streken! 

 

so we're 3 years on, and for those who only follow me here, a lot has changed in my " our" life!! Especially the horses, they play an upmost important role in our lives!!! Can't live without them. Ruby rides over a year and half now, she rides her own pony , Quimby, a spiced up lady :p !!! And I've been riding for over a year now, despite my fear of horses 3 years ago... But the horses ar therapy , something to look forward too. Especially for RUby, it's her life, her passion. So every now and then you'll get to see a pic of uw riding, of hugging horses, even through all our troubled times, they'll be there, with their feeling, stubborness, love and mischiefs!!! 

After a bad result from the pet scan that showed activity , hilair and medistinal, the decided to do a surgical biopsy ( where they make an incision and go behind the sternem to get biopts ) under general anaestetic. I'm kinda afraid because of earlier bad reaction to it. I'm ususal very nauscious after a full anastetic. But u had te  be done, so on sunday i was admitted in hospital, everything went smoothly, no long waits, got my room very quickly. ans then the anaesthesist cam round. he promised me he would do everything in his power to prevend me from being sick afterwards. he made me feel better anyway. 

The next day tehy woke me up at 6,30 am and gave me a gown, and told me to get ready and bij 5 too 7 they came to pbring me to theatre. I was on the phone with Ruby an Rudy , but I had to go. I got real scared at that point , but the nurses were very understanding and kind. once in theatre there was a nurse that really comforted me and before I knew it they were busy woth so many things! Half an hour later they sedated me, I woke p around 9am an felt rather good, but couldn't breathe properly. They told me it was very important that I started breathing deep, but it was zo painful!! they gave me oxygen, ans that helped me. I was settled down quicly and by 10 am they brought me back to my room. I slept most of the time, but felt good. no nausea !!! I felt zo relieved! By 6 pm I got the all clear and got to go home! didn't expect that one!!! 

I get the results on nov 3rd , so it's a wait again.........